((((((Shez))))))
I can relate with your emotions? I feel terribly overwhelemed and in a neverending downward spiral. Ugh!! I find myself in a dark forest with a black bear and. I can see his glowing eyes gleaming down at me and. I'm scared outta my mind and. I try really hard not to scream. I just can't control my urge to let one out?! I also just tend to allow my emotions wash over me. I sometimes wonder if hmmm well maybe. I'm in a bad place in my life right now and. I can't seem to focus at the moment but hmmm!!
I do really want to though but. I'm so nervous that. I feel hopeless and where ever. I go huh just can't do anything right? I want to though just make it better but eveytime. I do that it seems to not go my way and maybe. I just want to go and get on with it.