How do you let it go and forgive -
How do you forget ...
How do you move on...
How do you ever let a man touch you again....
without disapearing inside yourself....
I want to be human agian - to feel and not fear being touched - i so long to be hugged - but nothign else ....... i dont feel real ... like a shalow husk of a person....
I want to be loved ...i want to love....
I want to share life wiht someone.. to have hopes and dreams...
but parts are missing ..
the parts that can bear to be touched
the part that would lay wiht a man
even saying that makes me shake inside and i step back
i just want to feel
and be human
and not be alone anymore
i want someone to hold me and make me fel safe and say it wil be ok
lol
but it wont... i dont think it ever wil be.
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts
its how many times you get back up!
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture )
When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet
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