Hi Kayla,

It does sound like this at least in part due to some depression/anxiety... due to the fact that you said you are having panic attacks, and constantly feel like crying. I agree with blueoctober that you really should try to get this across to someone. Anyone who will listen and take you seriously. What would they do with someone who had a physical illness? Maybe you can get some extensions.

I'm not sure if this will be any help to you but I have found some studying help on youtube... What is it that you are studying?

Sending you many good thoughts to feel better.