(((((((((( fadedspirit ))))))))))))

I'm sorry you are feeling this way. I understand how hard it can be sometimes to feel like you fit in and to get others to understand what's going on with you. It's hard on everyone hon...you and you family as well. Everyone wants to have the right answers and of course, if they don't live your life, then they really don't know what the right answers are. Do you feel you have all the answers for your issues too? I'm guessing probably not.

The good thing about getting advice from folks is that we can choose to accept the things that may apply to us and disregard the rest

It sounds like you are trying to isolate yourself faded and I would hate to see that happen. Isolation is not a good place to be and can be more harmful to you than continuing to try to live your life and have connection with folks.

I hope that you can find some kind of relief and I hope I didn't say anything wrong here that upset you. Please take good care of yourself, you do matter and you are worthy of friends and connections

With Care,
sabby