Greenleaves, it's fine that you can't support anyone else, we're all in that place at one time or another. We just want you to stop beating the same topic to death, OK? It is hard to support YOU when it seems like you're not listening and not taking anyone's help that's being offered.

Do you have any hobbies? Or a pet? Or a teddy bear? You need to have something to focus on that will get your mind off your obsessions.

MHO, and it'll probably get deleted, but I can't take it anymore.