Jazzy, Though you've made a joke of the title you choose for this thread, I'm wondering if there isn't some fear that perhaps this therapists feelings toward you are feeling a bit scary? that she must have another motive for the way she is toward you and perhaps you feel that her motive maybe a little "sinister"? I notice you mention your independent, perhaps you feel you may have to surrender that to continue to recieve the level of care your recieving from her now? All I can say is she sounds very much like my own T but I do know that she feels I am worth the commitement because I am keen to do the work, perhaps your doing the work is what she sees and wants to do her best for you??