This is so true....I think I had so many depressed days before and always thinking if I have a partner I would not be depressed....Then I was getting in a relationship and not that long, I felt the loneliness and depression again.....

It took me a long time understanding that the problem is not being lonely the problem is my useless/negative thoughts.....Those thoughts are making me sick and depressed.....

These days I'm trying my best to not think or do anything that makes me unstable and not happy....and I'm doing very well although I'm single.....I don't have that feeling of depression and constant sadness.....that's awful...I hate those feelings.....however, as a human being, I do feel lonely and I do crave to have a partner, but I know it's not end of the world if I don't have any.....and I know one day I will meet that special person....

The most important part is for me to not have those up and downs.....I don't think I want those feelings back to me at all....I want to be in a neutral mood....and to me that's the happiness....because at that level of mind, I can make right decisions and not put myself in trouble.....

My advice to you is to not go after any married woman at all.....that's a recipe for disaster....why should you do that? She's not an honest person if she's a cheater....that's a bad characteristic to start up with....They are plenty of good single woman out there....and as Belle said that you got to kiss lots of frogs to find the right one....sad, but true!

Do exercise and watch comedy, you feel better soon
-Marjan