First depressive episode at 13...my parents thought it was just a phase...didn't start taking meds until 17...they help a lot. I've tried to get off of them a few times before thinking maybe it will be different, that I can cope now, but all the symptoms come back every single time, just as bad as ever. I'm just thankful for medication...the only thing that makes me normal...whatever normal is. I'm 26 now, by the way.