My ex-husband cheated on me with a bartender, she got preggo and he left me for her. I am successful, beautiful, and confident. I loved him with my whole heart and knew in my heart of hearts that we would be together forever. I never saw it any other way, I never saw it coming. This was two years ago. NOW, I can't feel anything for anyone I date. I am turned off by the littlest things, I want to be alone when I am with someone very good for me, I want them to leave me alone when they are being nice. I need to move past this as I have found the most wonderful person and I am pushing him away.