I am just wondering why you haven't told her you SI? I mean there might be a zillion reasons? Most T's can tell when scars are knew or old...Just a thought, but it might be good for you to let your T know maybe you at a point were there is something that you need to talk about?

I am NOT you and I don't know, but after all this time I just recently after 5 long years realized why my arms are such a huge target for me...My T has been asking me and I also target other places on my body but never as much as my arms However the thought's behind it came bellowing out and I didn't even know it???? So sometimes just letting the process take it's time you might not know at first but as with therapy it takes time, and in all good time behind it the doors do slowly open....And man when they do behind those doors can really lead you into a painful but the start of the healing process. Sorry dunno if that helps at all. I have NOT stopped on my arms Now I know more so why my arms are such victims of the awful torture, and I feel less like I am seeking attention like a child, and now I understand the pain behind it Hope this helps some what if it makes sense? Sorry my brain is not the best at making sense,
Take good care,
Kalisha