Hi Yoda, Thank you for your thoughts! LOVE your quote!
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What if it feels right and you are successful and die versus what if it feels right and you fail and you later feel you are glad it failed?
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Failure is not something that I worry about. I fail, I just keep trying...never letting anything stop me, even pain. And I feel if I did die, it would be my choice. I mean when my accident happened, I was not thinking long term nor was I confronted with situations I am confronted with now. But now that I am looking long term and worrying about bigger things, like marriage, I HATE my accident all the more. I question why I was saved.....and I feel that at the moment my accident happened my family was so crushed that they did everything to save me. Rightly so, but they were being greedy.
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When I was 30 y/o I tried to kill myself by OD but I lived. At the time I was one week post partum and depressed and delusional.
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I am glad you are still here!!!!
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If I had been successful I would not know that the depression would change. What if you are at a low point in life but cannot see that soon something wonderful will come into your life?
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I agree. I have no idea what tomorrow will bring. I guess since I have found something that makes me smile (and cry) I don't want to let go of it. But if it was taken away from me.....
Cherrios!