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I do get close to certain people - but I get too close, and drive them away. Now I need to re-evaluate the circumstances and actually take a step back. But it hurts... It makes me lonely to take a step back. And if I allow myself to get close, I know I'll get too close. It's a catch-22 for me, which really revolves around not being able to self-soothe
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller"
Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified
Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn
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