(Took this from my other thread in the survivers of abuse section)

For some reason in most of my dreams... that arent, or not fully, about the abuse itsel, I always FAIL at whatever im doing.

Like I have to keep a baby or small kids safe, but I end up realising I lost them, dont know where they are..

The other day it was with a dog and it pooped inside the house so I took it outside and then back to the bathroom cause it was really dirty and I tried to give it a bath and it was like it shrunk at the end it was so small that it fit in my hand... So i tried to make sure the water wasnt to hot. Then someone came over to look at what I was doing I guess and I realised I didnt have the dog anymore, didnt knew where it went.

Or I end up dropping the kid, accidentally of course.

And once a women just let her daughter unwatched so I tried to take care of it and tell the women its not ok but the kid kept running away and stuff and I HIT the kid...
Sure it was just a dream but I felt so bad about that... I dont want to end up like my dad... or later hit a kid out of frustration or something...

Not sure what to think about these dreams but they upset me, they are disturbing to me...