Hey anyone who actually reads these...

Okay so I have been truly struggling with trying to study for my boards. I have finished college, but for me to move into the work field I have to pass my boards. I keep putting off the date because I cant seemto sit down and do it. I cant seem to find the focus. I feel hopeless and worried because my test is coming up. My meds seem to not be working like they use to, yet I am on one of the highest doses. Any tips or motivating ideas???