sorry guys...didn't mean to be so doom and gloom i think maybe sometimes it comes from not being heard from when i was little and needing now to be heard or validated...i'm sure i'm not the only one who feels this way.

a lot of times i'm mad at my pain but i'm even more upset that no one wants to listen (i didn't choose this) and i do the best i can, my mom was the only one that would listen to me.(even with all her shortcomings).....