Hi ropes,

Sorry to hear you feel like that. I understand you very well. I`ve been in the same condition many times.

You are trying to escape of something/someone you think you can`t deal with...that`s why you want sleep...sleep...and not to wake up.

Sometimes telling or writing about problem can help us identify what it was caused by.
Here are a lot of great people and maybe some of them can help you too...

I am new here too but feel very good and safe.

Take care and stay with us....awake