Well, in the first place, I'm pretty certain you're not a monster. I kind of hope the world doesn't wither and die because I know that the darkness will eventually end. I hope you know that, too. Look at the people in your life. Focus on just one person, someone who loves you. Mom, dad, friend, brother, sister...pick one. Keep your focus on them until the darkness passes. Borrow their light until yours shines again.

And don't ever, ever forget that you are loved.