I'm sorry budda, I hope you feel better soon. Having people think that you are lying sucks. I miss out alot too, like the fact that I am seventeen and never had a crush on anyone that I haven't met through the internet. And that I am very unsure about people, like how I think all people that talk to me have bad intentions and plan to hurt me or make fun of me. I haven't had a friend since I was 12!