weirdly, and oddly okay. Not sure what's going on here.... but this is the first time i've been "okay" for more then a 2 or 3 days at a time, and it's been almost a week!!!

i just. don't. know. Not used to this.

so... trying not to psyche my self out about it.

although i am freaking about a bit because my hospital just billed me for 5-day stay there at the beginning of the month for my suicidal ideation. And, it's not a small bill...

Eeep... D: Just when i'm in the process of moving, and spending all my savings on my own psych care before my insurance kicked in. so... freaking out a little bit.