I mean, she was talking to my school counselor and possibly my parents about things I didn't want them knowing. When it was pretty damn clear I didn't want them to know. And she didn't tell me about it. I found out. Which is enough of a breach of trust, even if she did it because she "cared" and was "worried".

So she avoided me for a week, and finally emailed me a couple days ago. And we talked about it. It seemed like we would be able to move on a bit. I mean, I sure as hell wouldn't trust her for a long while but she's been my best friend and one of the only people in my life for 3 years. Almost 4.

Then I wanted to know how much my counselor and parents were told. And she "didn't feel comfortable telling me". I mean, it's my life. I want to know how much you screwed with it and you aren't going to tell me? So I told her that. And that if she's not going to tell me, that's it. I don't want anything more to do with her.

Because she basically did something sneaky behind my back, and won't even be honest about exactly what she did? I can't have a relationship of any kind with anybody if I don't trust the person. And this just seems like not only can't I trust her to do anything like this now, but I can't trust her to admit that she didn't make the right judgement call and tell me what she did.

And she's still not going to tell me. She's throwing away our friendship because she just won't tell me what she told them.

I can't even begin to say how upset I am by this whole thing. There isn't a lot of important people in my life. Most of them are on here. And losing one, particularly a real-life one, is devastating.

But I was in the right, wasn't I?