((((rainbow)))))

I know I don't comment much on your posts. Some of them just hit a bit close too home for me to feel comfortable. Sorry.

But I want you to know I've followed your story, and I think you are SO SO close to a breakthrough here. You're doing it. You're healing.

Remember last year when your T first suggested that all this stuff could really be about your mom and how much you resisted that? Now look where you are. You're facing your grief/anger for your mother, and you're recognizing the ways it clouds your judgment with Ts and you're feeling all those uncomfortable painful feelings and you're getting through it.

I hope you give yourself some compassion in all this.