It didn't used to, but now I don't feel very attached to the people I have relationships with. I have a boyfriend now, and he loves me to death and I do as well, but I can't maintain those feelings when he's not here. It makes me "wander off" (he doesn't know this), and I hate it. I wish I didn't have those urges anymore, and I wish that I could have a healthy romantic relationship again. Hopefully, that will come true someday.