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Originally Posted by zooropa
It's like all I CAN do is push this crisis past it's tipping point, and I'm so tired of waiting for the break to happen, I just want it done. I am so tired. I think part of me wants to complete this unravelling so I can just rest. Fighting it is exhausting and it's not working anyway, just prolonging the agony.
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Originally Posted by zooropa
so, tonight I got an eviction notice. Then my phone got shut off. I don't even KNOW. I had a little while there when I was done. DONE DONE DONE. But I thought of leaving my kids with just their dad. I can't do that to them.
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((((zoo)))) You are juggling so many balls at one time, make sure you take care of yourself! We care about you, no limits on posting so keep talking.
I hope it doesn't get to this but:
please don't wait until you are "done" to call crisis, don't wait for the breakdown and the attempt to happen. Call 911 or suicide hotline before that...ok?