Now Im the one that doesn't understand and thats ok I don't need to understand all that matters is you understand what is what for you but I find this situation kind of like the saying be careful what you wish for, because if you get your wish it might not be what you really want- you say you want to be able to vent about your cutting and when the oportunity is there for you, you decline. I listened and understood and tried to help and thats all I can do.

Your welcome and This thread is here for you whether or not you use it and yes I hope it gives others comfort too.