yes mixed messages. the work doesn't bother me as much as the personal stuff, because what i would want most now is just some sign of support from someone i know. however the work i s a big issue too now because of my financial worries so i can't even manage to push that aside as unimportant.

i am so over the top right now. i finally managed to eat a sandwich at least. i see my t again next week, but currently it will be at least another day or two before the sleep problem stops adding to my stress. i don't know how i am getting through this.

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-- Dave
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