I've been trying to cope with some emotions of a past issue that i just remembered recently. I'm in therapy and have a great Therapist and I am doing my best to try to keep my head above water. I've been writing some poetry, going out with my husband etc, but I don't want to be around people, no more than one a time. I just simply can't handle it right now. Up unti today I had not felt like giving up and giving in, but now, I just simply don't know how much longer i can hold on to what I am trying to keep together. I feel like I am losing my mind, myself. Even while typing this, It seems like someone else is doing it. I am at the point where I just don't know what to do ! If this post sounds too crazy to read, just skip it!