This has me in tears as well...

God Bless you.

Reading something like this makes me wonder why I get so upset with MY problems, they aren't anything compared to this. I will pray for you and keep you in my thoughts.

I am not sure if I have anything meaningful to add but I just wish you could have another pet. That is what you truly need. A seeing eye dog would be great as well. Are you sure you don't have any way to get some financial help and maybe find a way to get to a Doctor or somewhere where they will help you pay for a seeing eye dog or something of that nature?

I know I don't have much that can help but I am so so sorry and I hope that you make it through this.. Also, don't blame yourself for what happened to Missy you were doing what was best for her and that shows you have a huge heart. I am so sorry for your loss and will keep you and her both in my prayers..