Ok, so I have been cutting (surprise, surprise). And my mom asked to see my cuts, she thinks that the other day at the shrink i said i had 17, at that time i had 13...now I have 16. Luckily she didn't realize that some of them were new. She asked me to show here all my old "areas" and then checked to see if i had any new ones, which I don't. I hate this, I mean I don't understand why I do it. I just want to keep doing it tho, and i'm afraid that the number will increase. When i'm doing it i don't feel like it's me doing that, it's like i'm a different person...in a trance or something. i dunno, i'm just rambling, because i'm so lost. anyway...

Later days..
~Dreamer~

[b]<font color=blue> How very empty is my soul, it is a soul that feels no thrill, it is a soul that could easily kill...--Cake[b]<font color=blue>