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Originally Posted by dizgirl2011
Hey Lauru,
(((massive hugs))) I am glad your therapist has been able to support you and I think it's great that even though you feel the very strong urges to harm yourself that you were able to stand back from the situation and act in your best interests by telling the Pdoc about the Ativan and the chances you would abuse it again, that cannot have been easy when feeling the way you do.
When is your next appointment with your T?
I also feel like the only place I am real is either on my own or with my T, so I can relate to that very much!
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Thanks. My next appt is on Tues. I called her again tonight on her cell. She is so supportive. I just sort of lost it. I have been working non stop for 6 months with only one weekend off. I am on call everyday all day. It is too much and it is affecting my sanity. The bosses are going to start giving me rotating weekends off tho. I just am unsure when. Sometime soon. But I am so burnt out already. I don't want to quit. I always do that and then regret it later. I want to learn to stand up for myself and my needs without quitting and running away. Btw, work doesn't know about my bipolar and OCD, so that is a struggle also.
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Lauru-------------That's me, Bipolar and Watching TV 
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
---Robert Frost
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