Sometimes, i say things or do things that i know are going to be inflammatory to others. I do it on purpose. For example, saying something unpopular on facebook or making a bad joke. When i'm doing it, i'm thinking this is a bad idea, don't do it, but i have another voice saying, it's what you think so just say it, who cares what people think? Half the time what i'm saying isn't what i even believe deep down.

Problem is, i really really do care what people think. And as soon as someone takes the bait i feel really ashamed of myself.

It don't do it alot. But it's like i just lose control of myself sometimes.

Why do i do this? Any ideas?