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Originally Posted by Prettylittleblue
...Half the time what i'm saying isn't what i even believe deep down.
Problem is, i really really do care what people think. And as soon as someone takes the bait i feel really ashamed of myself.
It don't do it alot. But it's like i just lose control of myself sometimes.
Why do i do this? Any ideas?
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You maybe trying to push people away...could be that you don't feel good about yourself, so you are pushing them away so they don't figure it out...could be a wall you put up so they can't get close to you...getting close could mean you will get hurt again or they will abandon you...does any of this sound like what you are doing?