Your T didnt arrange for someone else to see patients while gone? That is really a long time to go without seeing someone when you are used to going once a week. If it helps, you can private message me for someone to talk to. Im not a therapist but I am a social worker so I can listen for you. The important thing to tell yourself is that your T is coming back and that you can make it through this time. You have lots of support here at PC.