I hate my boyfriend... I really do. It's been back and forth with him for almost 10 years now.. Such a waste of my life! We have a beautiful 7 yr old son together, but we still live in seperate homes (in which our son has to go back and forth between), and live seperate lives... he makes little or no time for me. Why am I still here? He tells me that being Bipolar 1 and dealing with Borderline are "just in my head"... Well DUH! They're MENTAL ILLNESSES!!! He's not supportive in any way.. I know I need to end it but then he becomes this hateful man who uses our son to get back at me. That's why I've always gone back... I feel so lost... Thanks for lettin me get this out.