Hi BlessedRhiannon,
**huge hugs** I know your therapist will not read your email and think you are right about not deserving support. She knows you are going to struggle with this break and how you are worried about things that have happened in the past and will be glad you are using the email as a way to help you cope.

I know how long 3 weeks can feel

. You are doing well hun. She will be back and you will reconnect, even if it takes one or two sessions to get back into that full connection it will still be there when you first meet back up. Remember she isnt abandoning you or not seeing you becuse of any personal reason, shes just taking a holiday and will be back, hopefully refreshed and able to help you even more.

We are here for you during the break xxxxxxxxxxx