I have posted the beginning of the latest threat to my security, in the survivors of abuse forum...

But I wanted to say part of it here. I suffer from PTSD because of the treatment (and lack of) from the insurance ***** doctors and unethical lawyers.

How am I supposed to be able to learn to file abuse away when it is ONGOING>>>>>?????????

The very latest (and this has gone on 17 years since my injury) is this:
the opposition says I missed appointments that I made and agreed to, when there is no way I would have even spoken to anyone about going to this quack doctor. (Fuller story under other forum.)

NOW, i feel because I combated the lies, the opposition has decided, on their own, to deny my migraine medicine. It is illegal for them to provide something and then withdraw it without a judges ok...but they never get punished, so they don't care... THIS medicine is more money than I can afford to pay... and my migraines are getting worse (8-10 a month, and requiring two doses each... pills are like $15 each.)

I am ready to wipe it all out... myself. This is what they want, my attorney told me... if I suicide, they wont have to pay anything for me anymore. I am so tired of this game they play with me I wish I could just let go and let them win.

...I can misspeak like the best of us