It is frastrating I can sit here at my computer, Listening To music well watching the computer grahics. I have to listen Techno, electronica, Trance just to feel my brain light up or sitting in front of a lightbulb (with my glasses off) since my eyes can handle that exposure (With Having stigmatism and shortsightedness in one eye the light is distorted and allows me to look at it for five minutes at a time) This helps my innattention for a short time but not all day I am an adult so this is serious with everyday responsibilities to attend too, it is not practical for me to continue this all day everyday, see my dilema. subjects I enjoy I find it hard to sit there and watch the lectures well trying to listen, my focus subsides. In the meantime the house work chores etc are left indefinately, at work I get bored even though I Love job support coaching. I get caught up looking at the time even thought my client is only at a resthome for an hour at a time to play her keyboard and sing to the elderly. she is also blind . I have alot of experience (10 years) in this area so that the blindness is not a problem. So I am feeling pretty lazi and frustrated that I struggle with everyday tasks and routines.