honey, I have to tell you something. Suicide isn't the answer. I tried it once, still think of it sometimes but I know that one person, my best friend Chloe, would bring me back to life and kill me for doing it.
You are an amazing person who just need someone to say that they love you how you are and that how ever you feel about your body is not okay because you are a beautiful person.
I find that therapy doesn't always work but I would recommend it if you can't cope on your own. There are so many people who are going through or have went through what you are going through. It is more common that statistics would show because seriously, only people who have stopped participate in polls.

So honey, I'm going to give it to you straight. You NEED to be hospitalised. It's not a thing to hesitate on. You have extreme self hatred and low self worth. It is bad even though we all go through it. Yuo just need people to help you get better and in hospitals, there are many people who have trained and are able to help you