Treehouse
Sometimes I will call T just to listen to the voicemail and then I hang up. Just hearing his voice helps. I also have one of his messages saved on my phone so I can hear his voice to ground me. I have some texts from my old T saved on my phone, words of encouragement that I have saved for a few years now, transferring from phone to phone so I can look at them when i need them. I know it is hard when you are reaching out and nobody is available. I do not have much of a support system myself. People say they will be there, but texts/phone calls go unanswered which only serve to increase the lonliness and feelings of not being cared for. I am glad I found PC because I can post and replies seem to pop up right away from people who genuinely know where I am at, who understand what I am going through. True, they are not my "friends" but they are giving me more support than my friends ever do. You know we are here for you when nobody else is.