I feel so alone. I feel so buried by life. My mother died in January. My father died in July. Two family members have breast cancer (one terminal). My husband is in the, military and is leaving for 2 years, First stop Afghanistan for 1 year. Was almost killed twice when he was in Iraq 5 years ago. That tour of duty nearly killed me. I will be a single parent again for 2 years with little support. I feel so alone.

I want to cut so much. My husband is away tonight for work. I feel the next two years tonight. I just want to implode. I don't know if I can survive two years not knowing he is safe. We have been married for 15 years and he is my world. I just want to gain control of my world in the only way I know how. PAIN.

Insecurity