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Aug 11, 2011, 08:24 PM
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I feel so alone. I feel so buried by life. My mother died in January. My father died in July. Two family members have breast cancer (one terminal). My husband is in the, military and is leaving for 2 years, First stop Afghanistan for 1 year. Was almost killed twice when he was in Iraq 5 years ago. That tour of duty nearly killed me. I will be a single parent again for 2 years with little support. I feel so alone.
I want to cut so much. My husband is away tonight for work. I feel the next two years tonight. I just want to implode. I don't know if I can survive two years not knowing he is safe. We have been married for 15 years and he is my world. I just want to gain control of my world in the only way I know how. PAIN. Insecurity |
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Aug 11, 2011, 09:48 PM
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Just as you want your husband to be safe, I'm sure he wants you to be safe too. Please be careful; you are not alone in your feelings and I'm sure there are people who love you and don't want you to harm yourself. I hope things get better, or atleast get better for tonight. One day at a time.
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 ~Like a Butterfly, one day I'll break out of myself and fly freely.
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Aug 12, 2011, 08:56 AM
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Wow, no wonder you are struggling. This is A LOT! How are your supports? Are you getting any grieving assistance (support groups, etc.)?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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