i would guess you are right there. though she has not given me the opportunity to opt out. she had me sit in on the phone call informing us of the training to give me forwarning of the training to prepare me for the news of the training. she has made it very clear that she wants me there because i am "first line of defense" as part of my job. out of all the people in the office, i am the one who requires the training the most. she states she knows of my struggles but confident that i am better now and that she does not feel it will be an issue for me as i have been doing so well for so long now. while i can share her confidence on one level, i cant help but worry because i have a hard time trusting my mental health. it has let me down so many times before.