i have caused that much trouble for my family that we have to move house, my wife says that im not to blame but if she would only take off her rose tinted glasses she would see that its down to me...
we were happy in our little house , we had friends that we could talk to, and the kids could play outside , then i went and did the unforgivable....
i walked out and made a relationship with one of our ' friend ?' i left her hurt and alone with the kids,
the relationship lasted on and off for about 2 months.
we this so-called friend ended it , it was by text ...
woth reading this i freaked and ODed, i was 30 minutes away from total shut down, and who was the only person who came to the hospital? the one that i had hurt so much... my wife..
in time we started sorting things out , and i got back together with my wife.
but after the doctor said i was in a depression i had time off work ( i work in a kitchen and depression and knifes are not advised) we couldnt afford the morgage payments , so we are now waiting to lose the house , and as it stands at the moment we have nowhere else to go....

so why cant she see its my fault?...... coz i can