Hi, I am new to this - first time reaching out ever. I have been out of work for over a year now and my husband is going out of town on a business trip next week and I am really scared about what I will do without him here. My two kids are grown, one is married and the other is in his last year of college - so I really don't feel like I am needed anymore. Just been feeling very down the past couple of months and I can't seem to shake the idea that suicide is an option.