I just don't get it I was perfectly fine earlier and then I started remembering the feelings of before and ...It just never fails I want to just go out of my house and wander...wander to the end of the world. I am ashamed of cutting I just want it to go away. I get so upset sometimes that I just get mad at myself for not bleeding more. It always happens around 2am I start feeling like crap...And I just don't know what to do with myself. I hide it perfectly why can't I hide it from
myself? I feel like this every morning It the most weird feeling and I just try my best to ignore it but..it doesn't work. I seriously just want someone to tell me it's okay I want to know.... is it really okay?

**I wrote this yesterday in the wrong forum :S I'm new here So I'm still figuring this all out.**