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Originally Posted by Anika
I know I am still manic or something since may now. Yesterday I was so high I was on top of the world. Then at night I grew more and more anxious and agitated, didn't get a wink of sleep. Slept 1 night in last three. Then by this morning I was at the lowest if the low and I'm still there. Crying, guilt, feel so lonely, I'm just clinging.
I'm just a mess. Everyday is completely different. Like I am cycling everyday or something or am I still messy manic? It's utterly confusing. I'm guessing my meds still aren't working  . Abilify is making me so restless I cannot stop moving. And I am still not stable. I've also got no appetite, I've lost five pounds in the last few days.
I think I need hugs today. Its really that bad a day. |
I feel for you. I go through the ups and downs pretty fast and hard. I also had the same side effect on Abilify. I was pacing all the time. It was awful. My pdoc put me on Saphris. I seem to have no appetite with it, but I don't have that awful pacing side effect. Sounds like your meds aren't working. Maybe a call to the pdoc might help.
Here is a great big hug! {{{{{{{{{{HUG}}}}}}}}}}
Be gentle with yourself.
Warm regards,
Sharon