Hiya Miss Laura. May I state the obvious, please? It was a dream. Are you inclined to believe it just because it happened in your mind, instead of say, mine? Like: "OMG! I dreamt last night that some shady characters were messing with your meds, make sure you look out for them Miss Laura! They are coming for you!!!" You would not believe me, right? You would kindly suggest I make sure I take MY meds and assure me you're fine. Yes, stories in your head are linked to some fears, conscious, or subconscious, and dreams may serve to reveal them, but treat them as symbolic.
Perhaps this dream is about your feelings of vulnerability, having to depend on some chemicals, and maybe you hate the very idea that some small pill can change how you feel. I know I would detest that. But you've made a decision to take those pills for a reason. And it was probably a very good reason.
Don't run away from that dream and the fears, though. Look it square in the eye and ask "Is it true that someone is upping my meds behind my back?" KNOW the answer. Sit with that answer.
Peace,
S.
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Our emotions are real; the voice of knowledge that makes us suffer is not. Our suffering is true, but the reason why we suffer may not be true at all.
Don Miguel Ruiz
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