So I just needed to get it out of me.I've been very high as some may know but today have begun to notice a huge drop in mood I h8t it I just want to burst out crying but I stop myself from doing that.I really cant handle the drop but find myself putting the mask of deceit on thinking it will fool those around me.HELP me I know I still carry denial around with me in terms of the illnesss but what is left I really don't know I feel numb from the meds is this a good thing ?I can't bring myself to tell antone I mean maybe it's just from not enough sleep I don't really know.Well thanks for reading and letting me let it out