Swinging high to low

So I just needed to get it out of me.I've been very high as some may know but today have begun to notice a huge drop in mood I h8t it I just want to burst out crying but I stop myself from doing that.I really cant handle the drop but find myself putting the mask of deceit on thinking it will fool those around me.HELP me I know I still carry denial around with me in terms of the illnesss but what is left I really don't know I feel numb from the meds is this a good thing ?I can't bring myself to tell antone I mean maybe it's just from not enough sleep I don't really know.Well thanks for reading and letting me let it out

Get as much sleep as you can, and back into a routine. Please try find someone you can talk to. It is a lonely road to go on alone. I'm with you here.

mel, You are going through so much and you need someone IRL to talk to to help you through it all.

I'll put you in my thoughts for a soft landing.

Hi Mel. Seroquel XR made me numb, but I am also on the reg. Seroquel that I take at bedtime. The numbness or the tired feeling usually pass with time. Give it some time to work and your body will most likely adjust to the side effects.

((((mel))))) I'm glad you're taking your meds.

Yup the meds taste like poison though.Everyone most probably thinks like this ? I'm not to sure though thanks I'm still awake though at like 3am oh well might go star gaze for little bit." Freedom takes you by the hand and shows you the way to undeniable bliss"