I'm 24, single mom. Been dating a wonderful man for 2 years. My life has been hectic to say the least. I have done so well for myself up until this point and am proud to say so. I've been in and out of therapy for 11 years and lately have been trying to deal on my own. I don't know any more...

I'm doing rather well I think, but I still do suffer from my mood swings. Not to mention my audio and visual hallucinations have come back. But I am now aware of the difference and am fully understanding that these things are not real. I don't want meds.

I think I need someone to talk to. I don't know why. I mean my life has been pretty intense over the last 2 years, a few life changing events. But I've been strong through it all and have had a great support system over the last 2 years. But I can't shake this feeling. I feel like I need a t. I don't know why, I'm not depressed, I'm not suicidal or SI, nor do I have a ED any longer. But I need to see a therapist for some reason, my mind just keeps telling me so.

I don't know how to tell my boyfriend (who knows the things I was dx'd with but doesn't believe them since he met me 2 years ago and I've seemed rather normal to him. He blows off the little things, as do I.

I don't know how to tell him without him thinking it's about him. I also don't know how to find a therapist in general since first I don't have a car, second I don't have insurance or a doctor, third I don't have money to pay a therapist since I'm a single mom only making 8 an hour. Any advice or help would be appreciated...

I just need to talk... I don't know why but it seems like I need it pretty intensely since I'm on PC 24/7 feeling the need to talk. But I can't find the source of the issues that need to be discussed, if that makes sense. I feel like there is something that I need fixed, I need to talk about and figure out with a t, just don't know what that is. Maybe it has to do with my DID, maybe not?! Any advice again would be appreciated!