Thank you all for the replies and hugs. I just have to bite the bullet and do it. I just had to whine first. That is a very good idea to let the new T know upfront that I'm looking for long term treatment and making sure they are planning to stick around. My Pdoc is very much a fan of tough love. I think she's being a hard ***** to try to motivate to do something even if it is ahve a hissy at her. I think she just wants to see some emotion of any kind